There seems to be something missing. Before I can commit myself to anything, I need to find this "something" in my life. I don't know what it is, where it is, or how I can find it, but until I do, I'll always be in search of it. Sitting here, doing nothing physical is counter-productive yet is productive in the same. Being aware is an attribute that is often misunderstood as people can be unaware of how they think. Without reflection or taking a moment to sink into the mind, how can one expect to find their purpose? At the same time, it's counter-productive; I'm not a robot who lives to work. I have never, nor never will, be one to set